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&nbsp; <a href="/">Blog</a>
&nbsp; <a href="/projects">Projects</a>
&nbsp; <a href="/gallery">Gallery</a>
&nbsp; <a href="/til">TIL</a>
&nbsp; <a href="/uses">Uses</a>
&nbsp; <a href="/threads">Threads</a>
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# About Me

I'm a queer developer [(it/its)](https://en.pronouns.page/@cb341) working at [Renuo](https://www.renuo.ch/), Software on Rails as a service, while studying Computer Science (BSc) at [ZHAW](https://www.zhaw.ch/) School of Engineering, currently in my second year.
I'm a queer developer [(it/its)](https://en.pronouns.page/@cb341) working at [Renuo](https://www.renuo.ch/), Software on Rails as a service, while studying Computer Science (BSc) at [ZHAW](https://www.zhaw.ch/) School of Engineering, currently in my second year. Check out my [setup](/uses/) and [TIL](/til/).

I tend to get very into specific things, and I'd like to eventually work my way toward a PhD. One day I'll have a classroom-sized blackboard in my apartment.

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# Threads

Conversations, thoughts, half-ideas, things I am starting to explore.

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## 10.04.2026

_decided to introduce threads alongside blog articles to make space for more frequent thoughts_

physically sick today, in real pain.

seems like my physical health has finally caught up to my mental health. having both hit at once made me question things harder than usual.

dug a bit into philosophers this week, mainly Socrates, Nietzsche, Singer. first time actually engaging with them. these are rough impressions, not (yet) positions.

### Thoughts

* starting to think knowledge might be one of the more honest ways to spend time
* been looking into nihilism for a while now, still seems like one of the more honest ways to look at things
* found [this breakdown](https://www.thecollector.com/nietzsche-most-famous-quotes/) of Nietzsche's quotes by Luke Dunne surprisingly clear and useful
also came across:
> "We should consider every day lost on which we have not danced at least once."

and kind of want to lean into that direction as a counterbalance
* it seems to me that a lot of society runs on noise that does not lead anywhere
* came across the idea that ignorance might be something people actively stay in, not just fall into
* reading into the idea that what we call evil might often be miscalculation or lack of understanding rather than intent
* Singer: the idea that charity is not generosity but something closer to duty, and that most excuses for not helping might just be comfort
* the void is real. i've looked at it. it looked back. It's scary. but it also seems to be the only thing that is not fake. I am trying to accept it but it's difficult.
* starting to suspect that being disliked by people who are comfortable might mean you are challenging something

still figuring things out. no conclusions just yet.
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