diff --git a/_layouts/base.html b/_layouts/base.html index d5a53dc..0c240e0 100644 --- a/_layouts/base.html +++ b/_layouts/base.html @@ -58,8 +58,7 @@   Blog   Projects   Gallery -   TIL -   Uses +   Threads
diff --git a/pages/about.md b/pages/about.md index c98d437..16b3a1a 100644 --- a/pages/about.md +++ b/pages/about.md @@ -6,7 +6,7 @@ permalink: /about/ # About Me -I'm a queer developer [(it/its)](https://en.pronouns.page/@cb341) working at [Renuo](https://www.renuo.ch/), Software on Rails as a service, while studying Computer Science (BSc) at [ZHAW](https://www.zhaw.ch/) School of Engineering, currently in my second year. +I'm a queer developer [(it/its)](https://en.pronouns.page/@cb341) working at [Renuo](https://www.renuo.ch/), Software on Rails as a service, while studying Computer Science (BSc) at [ZHAW](https://www.zhaw.ch/) School of Engineering, currently in my second year. Check out my [setup](/uses/) and [TIL](/til/). I tend to get very into specific things, and I'd like to eventually work my way toward a PhD. One day I'll have a classroom-sized blackboard in my apartment. diff --git a/pages/threads.md b/pages/threads.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..18bfd2d --- /dev/null +++ b/pages/threads.md @@ -0,0 +1,39 @@ +--- +title: "Threads" +description: "Conversations, thoughts, half-ideas, things I am starting to explore." +permalink: /threads/ +--- + +# Threads + +Conversations, thoughts, half-ideas, things I am starting to explore. + +--- + +## 10.04.2026 + +_decided to introduce threads alongside blog articles to make space for more frequent thoughts_ + +physically sick today, in real pain. + +seems like my physical health has finally caught up to my mental health. having both hit at once made me question things harder than usual. + +dug a bit into philosophers this week, mainly Socrates, Nietzsche, Singer. first time actually engaging with them. these are rough impressions, not (yet) positions. + +### Thoughts + +* starting to think knowledge might be one of the more honest ways to spend time +* been looking into nihilism for a while now, still seems like one of the more honest ways to look at things +* found [this breakdown](https://www.thecollector.com/nietzsche-most-famous-quotes/) of Nietzsche's quotes by Luke Dunne surprisingly clear and useful + also came across: + > "We should consider every day lost on which we have not danced at least once." + + and kind of want to lean into that direction as a counterbalance +* it seems to me that a lot of society runs on noise that does not lead anywhere +* came across the idea that ignorance might be something people actively stay in, not just fall into +* reading into the idea that what we call evil might often be miscalculation or lack of understanding rather than intent +* Singer: the idea that charity is not generosity but something closer to duty, and that most excuses for not helping might just be comfort +* the void is real. i've looked at it. it looked back. It's scary. but it also seems to be the only thing that is not fake. I am trying to accept it but it's difficult. +* starting to suspect that being disliked by people who are comfortable might mean you are challenging something + +still figuring things out. no conclusions just yet.